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July 02 My beautiful doll bride I remembered that day, when I walked into the small shop as rain , the crow were disgusted with muddy by me. I am so embarrassing, then rubbed the water on my head. In that time, I saw MoMo through the showcase. Her face was pale and the brows were tight. I thanked her for nothing abominatbly to me. I smiled to her, and she did too. I raise head, and look at the road band: NO.337 west of Nanjing road. I said to MoMo, the rain did stop, so I must go. I remembered here, and wannted to always see you. She seems to hear my words, because I saw her was shy. Uh, Uh, My lover, see you. Who can’t easy to say love to someone? I thought MoMo is my lover in my life, when I saw her at the first sight. I saw her day by day, sometimes kept for looking her for a long time ,sometimes browned. She worked in the small shop named tianYi. She changes the perfect clothes everyday, standing day and night. I was distressed for her, said, MoMo, shall we go for a walk? I didn’t always want to see you through the showcase. She smiled to me without words. I talked with her through the showcase, when the bos have not payed any attention . I knew what she said even if I couldn’t hear clearly. I said, MoMo, your dress is so beautiful, but today is cold, please dress more. She said ,OK. By the way, why do you call me MoMo? Ever, I have guessed how old she was .19 or 21? She just was young girl. She said, She have not family, and strayed here. I was sad for her. I am a man, so should be gave her a family. By the accident, when I reached the small shop , the nasty man was taking off MoMo’s clothes, and the boss was flattering him. I hit the nasty man with anger. In same time, the crowd began to scream, the boss was stoping me. I said to them loudly, you are obscene, don’t touch my MoMo. I saw MoMo, she was so sad. I held up MoMo, said, we must go. Suddenly, my head was paid, felt all the things were turning around and around...... It was another day that woke up. I lay in the street. I thought my future couldn't wait for another spring. MoMo, please wait for me. I began to design our new house. It was the second rain in this winter. No one in the street at midnight. I ran to NO.337 west of Nanjing road, saw MoMo with haggard,and then I broken the showcase by a big hammer. I am happy, I am exciting. MoMo, we go home. I ran fast, asked MoMo, would you mind if being with me forever? MoMo still look at me without words. Heard the voice from the police cars,I couldn’t stop running as the ground is slippery, all of a sudden, MoMo dropped into the ground, her body was broke.I shouted with sadness,MoMo, my lover, why do you leave me? After, there was a tale around the city , a man went crazy for falling in love with a doll, so he broke the showcase, and took his 'bride' to escape. At last, he was caught by policemen . May 07 Sad JulietIn my dream,the same frame often appear， As if only romatic story by ancient tale，， The promiss don't approach with real， This is my world in the preexistence， You wanna write down a full point for this story since it have not finished. The time line wake a sleeping Sata up. A sad promiss i don't wanna repeat. I must search of a new start for living. Every night, Hope you would be with me, Every night, Hope you would hold me tight and keep me warm. Miss you at every night, I could control my emotion hardly if i wouldn't meet you. Sad,sad,sad Juliet, I wouldn't sleep at this long night as Romeo， why dosen't Romeo tear for Juliet? February 18 Every girl wants a boy like this•give her one of your t-shirts to sleep in. • give her one of your hoodies to wear so everyone knows shes yours. • leave her cute text/notes. • tell her she looks beautiful. • look into her eyes when you talk to her. • let her mess with your hair. • touch her hair. • just walk around with her. • FORGIVE her for her MISTAKES. • look at her like she's the only girl you see. • tickle her even when she says stop. • when she starts swearing at you, tell her you love her. • let her fall asleep in your arms. • get her mad, then kiss her. • stay on the phone with her even if shes not saying anything • tease her and let her tease you back. • stay up all night with her when she's sick. • watch her favorite movie with her. • let her wear your clothes. • when she's sad, hang out with her. • let her know she's important. • kiss her in the pouring rain. • when you fall in love with her, tell her. • and when you tell her, love her like you've never loved someone before. • and,when she runs up at you crying...the first thing you say is..."who's ass am i beating today?" February 02 Don't be colder and colderwhy are the days so cold?
why ?why ?why?
I can't bear it.
T-T.T-T,T-T,T-T,T-T.......
so bad ,so sad ,so pain.
in the south , i never seem it.
the f**king rainy day, the f**king cold day.
sun ,sun ,sun, the warm sun.
i miss it so much.
i never have miss it so much just like this.
out ,out ,out .
 the f**king warm sun,don't be hide.
pls ,pls ,pls.
 the good warm sun,
hope the sunny and warm days to come. January 22 好料o黎嘅【對聯。類】 幾大就幾大，燒賣就燒賣。 地上執到寶，問天問地欏唔到。 追得到，比個錢你買紅棗。 聲大大，冇野賣。 人賤唔怕醜，雞鵝趕唔走。 意見接受，一切照舊。 淫人妻女笑呵呵，妻女被淫又如何？ 遠遠睇就誇啦啦，近睇說小那媽﹝睇女時用﹞ 返工就有心無力，放工即刻精神奕奕。 黑黑實實，專搵笨實。 羸就羸粒糖，輸就輸間廠。 頭髮似堆草，唔駛去飛髮鋪。 著鞋唔著襪，大方兼老實。 講o野一舊舊，似足你老豆。 January 14 never give upLast week ,I went to hospital vist my friend.
I saw that three doctors were saving a baby through the glass window of engerncy room.
So I remenber something was happen at my age one.
that is my father told me.
At the time,I would kiss with Dead God mostly.
I was serious sick when my father took me to the hospital.
But most doctors said couldn't be save me after checked,and didn't be waste of time.
thanks for my father never give up, found and implore a old doctor save me.
thanks for the old doctor never give up,try his best to save me .
thanks for my mother never give up, gave a birthday to me and look after me carefully, even i shouldn't born and she must to stand most distress from a whole family.
there is a famous saying:someone will be lucky forever if escape from the hand of Dead God.
so i am a lucky dog ,and most times I could escape from many dangers in my travelling and so on.
In the life, the success always belong to someone who never give up.
I know the most mean about this words :never give up ,
to anyones ,to anythings,and so on .
January 07 some dangersThere are too much thrills and dangers in the life.
Don't fear them and try them.
you can get more experiences of life.
Too much times, I would kiss with Dead God.
but I am always so lucky.
In the wulong pond ,
it is so deep,and roll dowm from the slope of top.
Suddenly, I grasp a rattan from my side, just my shoes were wet.
In huashan, In bagee, In .......
it were so much.
January 04 about travelling don't know why I always lead a wandering life.
What is my keeping seek for?
just I like travelling.
that was my first time for my travelling by alone from 14.
I don't know what is fear, just wanted to leave and go some places.
and then ,keeping ,keeping.
Discover some news , meet some new people , reseach for more beaituty, know more diffirent style of live and so on.
I am a lonely child from borning.
so enjoy lonely.
I am a child with staying dark from childhood.
so like dark very much.
......
I hope that I can go some war countries,
and enjoy standing between live and dead.
I hope that I can stay on the sea for living.
that is so freedom.
something ,too much something. January 02 sadness gone byI dreamed about Beven yesterday night.
Beven ,a boy who let me miss him in sometimes.
I can't forget that happy time about us.
Miss that we met each other in the summer palace at the first time.
Miss that we eated some tomatoes on sticks,just one yuan /per one.
Miss that we went some places ,just as boring.
Miss that he weared the wood slippers at the first time, he trip and fall as losing the balance.that is too funny.
......
I said I like the cartoon <beauty and beast>, so does he.
I said he was a sweared prince,but what a pity.I was not beauty and can't safe him, just like a bad wizard.
But he would rather to be sweared.
I said I like travelling by alone ,so dose he.
just like a vagrancy,hang a travelling bag.
......
too much.
In that day , he left me and back to his country.
we said nothing .but held each other with tears.
Even we have loved each other so much.
and said 'I love you "to each other.
But at last , we misunderstanding.
that is not love.
Because our features were simlar, and we just fell in love shadows of ourselves.
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